| Cause it was love, wasn't it?... Well it's killing me not having it... |
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[30 Jul 2005|02:02pm] |
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Randomness that only Jade will understand. :)
CSM: "I've got soul but I'm not a soldier."
Me: "I see. There's a pill for that."
Are you snapping like an old turtle?
'Duet' is 'Duvet' without the 'V'.
Are your neighbors wearing fluorescent pink shirts? And grilling outside with their fluorescent pink flamingos? Maybe they just like to match.
You think you can steal my paper?! You better give me a piece of your cornbread!!
Oh and Jade, defiled doesn't mean out of order. It actually means, "To march in a single file".
(Sounding like a leprechaun)"I'll believe that when my shit turns purple, and starts smelling like a rainbow!"
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| Missing you hurts like hell |
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Where did you go..?
I miss the way things used to be between us. Everything has changed so much, and there's no way to turn it back. I think you know how much I regret it. I might hear your voice every night, but I have to admit that the picture in my mind isn't so clear anymore. I wonder... Is that happening to you too? Are you sure you remember who you're talking to? I know in the future it's going to be times like these where i'm going to think back and realize how much I miss high school. I wish I could remember absolutely everything thats happened or thats been said between us, but I've already forgotten so much of it that it hurts. There's a quote that says, "Don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened." I just can't seem to get over the crying part, especially as I'm writing this,... but at least this way you don't have to see the tears.
Eve 6 :: Here's To the Night
So denied so I lied are you the now or never kind
In a day and a day love I'm gonna be gone for good again
Are you willing to be had are you cool with just tonight
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well
Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon
Put your name on the line along with place and time
Wanna stay not to go I wanna ditch the logical
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well
Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon
All my time is froze in motion
Can't I stay an hour or two or more
Don't let me let you go
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well
Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon
I love you, and I miss you.
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| Happy Birthday Love!!!!!!! |
[14 Mar 2005|05:58pm] |
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Happy 18th Birthday, Alain!!!
I wish you the best birthday in the world. I hope you get every last thing you wish for. I know school was a bit of a disappointment, but I tried to make the best of it for you. And i hope the cake didn't make you sick :P lol. I love you Alain. Have fun, but be careful. I already explained why. The box doesn't fit through the holes... lol i'm just kidding. Anyways, Happy Birthday for the millionth time today. If all your birthday dreams don't come true, let me know. I'll make it happen. ;)
Whatever happens, just remember that I love you, and i'll do anything for you, especially something to make this day even better for you. I PROMISE.
Pull on your ear, and touch your nose. Forever and for always.
I love you.
-Your Starfish :)
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I was talking to my wonderful friend Amy today, and she said something that got me thinking. She simply repeated what I have been telling myself for the past couple of months. She told me to forget about what people are saying and do what I think is right because what I've found is something special and true, and I should do everything in my power not to let it slip away.
Of course, I knew this already. Like I said, I have been telling myself the same thing since all the bullshit started. But I guess hearing someone else say it, and hearing someone else agree with the way that I feel just drove the point home.
I told her a lot of things, and even though she was extremely excited and happy for me, I kept telling her that it was probably a joke and we shouldn't be getting excited. She simply said that nobody jokes around with something like that. And those words gave me more hope than anything else ever has.
I'm not entirely sure what is going on, and why things have turned out the way that they have, but I'm taking Amy's advice. I'm sticking to it. I'm forgetting about everyone else. And I'm not letting you get away.
I have found something special, and he will always be special to me. No matter what people say, whether it's true or not, he's still an incredible person who has played a remarkable role in my life. He is my beacon, leading and guiding me through the unknown. I thank the stars every night that I've found such a wonderful and unique person who is always there when I need him, who accepted me for who I am, and who's made me feel good about being my weird, crazy self.
Everywhere I go, he's always on my mind, and in my heart. He inspires me to be greater. I love him so very much, and I want him to hear me say that no one needs him more or loves him more than I do. A love like ours is hard to find. We can't just let it slip away. Even if nothing come out of this, I'll know I spent my time with someone who really, truly cares. Just take it as it comes. Trust your heart. Trust me. It's my turn to decide, so U know no one else will have me like you do.
I love you. I want you to know that when I'm sleeping, I'm dreaming about you. My wonderful, beautiful fishie.
Love Always and Forever,
-Your Starfish ;)
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Has there ever been something that you'd die for? Something that you really, really wanted? How far would you go to have it? Think about it for a minute. If you could have anything in the world, anything at all, with no risks or consequences, without having to give up anything in return, without anything at all, all you had to do was blink and you'd have it, what would it be? Don't think about something for someone else, or world peace, or something like that. Think about yourself and be as greedy and as selfish as you've never been before.
I've asked this question to several people and they all sit there and think. They say they don't know. I think they're lying. If someone ever asked me that question, I know exactly what I'd say. The answer would be in my mind before the question was finished. The possibilities would be floating around in my head, giving me a tiny drop of useless hope.
But you see, here's my problem.
There's this toy. And I love it. It's kool, it keeps me entertained, I have fun with it, and it makes me happy. Its the only toy that can make my eyes shine bright at the simple thought of it. I can never get enough of it. All I want to do is play with this toy. The problem is that it isn't mine. It belongs to someone else and I'm only borrowing it. I can play with it all day long and pretend that it's mine, but at the end of the day I have to return it. At night, I dream that it could be mine one day, but the stars have yet to grant my wish. And I can't just go to the store and buy another one because each one is unique. It's one of a kind, and the one that I want has already been taken.
I just hope that this person never finds out how amazing this toy really is, because if they ever do, they'll hold on to it forever and i'll never see it again. The happiness and joy will be forever gone from my day.
Thinking about it makes me miss it.
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I hate Jupiter. It always brings me bad luck. This time around it was supposed to be different and help me find something, but its just making me depressed, and making me act stupid. I want it to go away right now and leave me in peace...
This has not been a good day.
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I know i've been dead for a few weeks/ months/ whatever, but i'm here. I'm just always busy with crap for school. So i'm sorry to those that matter, and those that actually care. [There's only a handful, but i love you guys with all my heart.] Anyways, i needed a break and a change from everything, and i've been meaning to do this anyways, so here are pics of my new hair color lol. I hope you like, if you don't i don't care because i happen to think its nice. Don't pay too much attention to the pics though; i look tired, and stressed, and i still have dye all over my face. So just pay attention to the hair. lol thanks!
For Jade your favorite hairstyle :P
Thats it for my hair. lol i hope you like! :)
This is an example of what Alyssa has done to my room. She went around and put post-its on all the pics of my fishie,.. or turned the frame around... or put an envelope over it. I think she's trying to tell me something, but i like being stubborn.
I love my Finguin and thats all i care about.
Christi just said: "AYYY Jenny! You're scaring me. You're so silly! AYY Alzheimer's is kicking in at a really early age. I'm getting worried. AYYY Jenny FOCUS!! I'm so scared of you right now. I think you have a hairball. WHAT ARE YOU DOING? You sound like you're doing something very, very SNEAKY!!" [Add mischievous sounds here...... Annnnnnnnd you're done!]
lmao i love her! <3
Mer Mer Mer!!! :D
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There are no words that can express what I'm feeling right now... or what I've felt for the past 18 hours. I wish there was a way to show you how much your promise and your prayer meant to me. I know no one else would have said those words. Nobody would be that sweet, thoughtful, caring, loving, and selfless enough to even think of that. I love you for everything that you've said and done, and I promise to watch over you for the entire 3650 days (10 years) of your coma, if it comes true. I don't think losing you for ten years would be worth getting rid of it... i would miss you too much. I can only hope that one day I can show you how much I love you and how much everything you've done means to me.
You're only problem might be that I'll be watching you a lot more closely. No more sliding in puddles, or hitting your head. Nothing that will hurt you or harm you in any way. So you're screwed, but it's for your own good. ;)
I love you.
Everyday I wake up and I thank all my lucky stars for making you a part of my life. I thank all the stars in the sky that I have a friend like you. Je t'aime.
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| ::My Finguin:: |
[05 Sep 2004|02:09pm] |
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i love you.
i don't know what i would do or where i would be without you.
i wish i could show you how much you mean to me.
This week went from amazing, to not so great:
SUNDAY: I know i'm a little late, but the VMA's were unbelievable. i think we all went crazy, and sweat off all the makeup within 10 minutes. it's was pretty nasty, but SO much fun. The night was great. OH, had taco's for dinner. Stole a third one for my fishie. :P Almost fell asleep on the walk to the car, but woke up with a fish kiss :) Then almost fell asleep on the ride home, but the fishie put the newly installed stereo at ALMOST full blast which kept me and him awake.. i think everyone else fell asleep. ::We're just two lost souls swimming in a FISH bowl::
Then Monday the fishie came over for a while :) He saw a bunch of embarrassing baby pictures, got eaten up by mosquitos, played video games, challenged my bro to something or another about cars, challenged me to a cook off (apparently i'm getting lobster when its his turn to cook :P ), watched part of the VMA's, watched me "take my medicine", "HELPED" with my poster(yeah right!) LOL and complained that he's been to my house SO many times and i've yet to go to his... so ::HINT HINT:: i guess i'm getting lobster sooner than i thought ;P lol just keeeeding
Monday night after he went home, and Tuesday were used to catch up on sleep and to learn about a certain problem which is still being dealt with. I'll admit that it sucks, but at least now you know whats been going on behind your back. You know your girls will always be here for you, and no matter what you can count on us... especially me.
But we counter balanced Tuesday morning by working on the Pep Rally. I came up with the BEST IDEA in the world, and we worked on the details. We made a giant cobra costume for Thursday and i was SUPER DUPER (lol) excited about the game.
Wednesday: my poor fishie gets a really bad fever. Stayed home, woke up late, sweat all over the place, shivers all over his body, AND a sore throat. My poor poor fishie. :(
THEN ON THURSDAY THEY CANCEL SCHOOL AND I HAVE NEVER BEEN MORE UPSET IN MY LIFE!!
No school = no pep rally= all that hard work for nothing! i mean sure we all needed the sleep, but nothing happened on thursday. It was a BEAUTIFUL day. We could have gone to school, had the pep rally and THEN go home. but NOOOO stupid hurricane frances wanted to ruin my day.
Friday= put up shutters, ran around in the rain.
Saturday= finished putting up shutters, lost the power in my house, went insane with nothing to do. everyone in my family but my aunt lost their power so we ALL came here to eat dinner. Ended up spending the night with 80 kids running around.
Sunday= still at my aunts house. slowly going mad. my cousins are annoying the hell out of me. Can't wait for the power to come back so i can GO HOME!
Now you can see how the week went from amazing to horrible. The only good thing is that my aunts and i have been discussing homecoming, dresses, and hairstlyes. lol At least it gives us something to do. But even with that we're still so unbelievably bored.
I'm waiting for my phone to ring so i can hear your voice. That's all i look forward to these days. "The thought of you calms the heart"
i love you so much.
i can't wait to slave over your body. lmao :P
::FISH KISS::
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I'm so excited about Sunday!!! These rehearsals have killed me, but oh man it is so worth it. Yesterday we were only like 3 feet away from Tony Hawk, and then he got on his skateboard and started doing some tricks. Man oh man, it was so amazing. I can't wait for the real thing!!! :D
But of course, i have no idea what i'm wearing. Christy's going to need to help me before the celery sticks start attacking me again. :P By the way Christy, i'm sorry i haven't been around for the past week. I've been SO tired. I mean you know, because you see me in class/hallways, and you always think i'm dead. lol, but i'm sorry either way.
Monday is Jady's birthday! I love her so much. She's always there for me when/if anything happens. I hope you have the bestest birthday. And i have to figure out a way to get your gift to you.
There's so many things going through my head right now. And i don't think im going to say anything else about anything else.
All i WILL say is that the Director of Club Activities is awesome, incredibly hot, and has the koolest Secretary Of State as a best friend... i just hope he knows that.
Lunch lately has been too amazing. I see my geckos everyday. Today Ralph kept me awake during P.E. by screaming my name out while he's playing football. Pretty awesome. Then he waited for me by the gate and held me up so i wouldn't fall while we were making our way back to the locker rooms. lol it was great. Then he was going to get me food, but i didn't want chicken patty, so i went off to find the missing geckos. Found Juan who bought my lunch lol. Awesome, i tell you! Came back to eat but i was so tired that i was delirious and i was acting pretty crazy. At one point i head-butted Poofy in the chin or something while Mike and him were attacking (tickling) me. And what does Juan do? Do you think he rescues me? NOPE he sits and laughs. lmao, but it was great either way. i had a great lunch with my great friends and we had a great walk to our great classes. lol i love you guys so much!! :D
Now i'm off to search for an outfit!!! AJBNIRUNOW@QNTGFO$WEINFO@~!!!!! CELERY STICKS!!! lmao. Maybe i WILL go shopping with Alyssa tomorrow. Us confetti girls have to stick together! lmao. ahahahhaha that's another one! Confetti girls.
Alyssa and I are PLANNING on confetting my Finguin's car with Crayola paint! lmao that way you won't be able to tell that there's a dent in the door. We'll cover it up so good, and that weird S thing that he's going to put on it will just look like more confetti! MUAHAHAHAHAHAH!!! lmao
OH OH! I got to wear my Finguin's ring yesterday during rehearsal! hahahaha i'm kool, you're not! meh meh meh!! lol justtt keeeedding!! ;P
I love you.
hart.
How far do I have to go to make you understand
I wanna make this work so much it hurts, but I just can't
Keep on giving, go on living with the way things are
So I'm gonna walk away
And it's up to you to say how far
There's a chance I could change my mind
But I won't, not till you decide
What you want, what you need
Do you even care if I stay or leave
Oh, what's it gonna be
Out of this chair, or just across the room
Halfway down the block or halfway to the moon
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"Loving eyes can never see"
Random Thoughts Going Through My Head RIGHT NOW:
*I'm not mad, i promise. But you have no idea how great it feels to throw this in your face.
*I am totally in love with my DEAD fish earrings.
*I have more adopted geckos. lmao, their krazy cubans... LOL ok ok but no seriously. You guys are the BEST!
*Homecoming is going to be awesome with ALL my geckos! :D
*Giving up lunch to spend it adopting more geckos is totally the best thing to do during lunch. I mean three was amazing enough, but now i've got one more for sure, and another in training. hahahahahaahah :P
*I was at my aunts house and i found this gorgeous dress and completely fell in love. The thing is that my aunt Barbie is 4'9" and weighs like 100 lbs, so i'm going to have a dress made with her dress as a model. But i want it to be EXACTLY the same! same fabric, same style, same color... same everything! Oh man i can't wait!! :D
*Mike wants to steal my homecoming date, and that is unexceptable! Not that it'll matter too much because we're all going to be together anyways lol I can already picture the 5 of us doing the gecko dance... hahahah Mike's the one that does is the best so we're going to look a bit odd, but thats alright. It'll be a night i'll never forget, thats for certain.
*In case you didn't notice already, i LOVE my geckos. (adopted and original) <3
*I have no idea what i'm wearing to the VMA's! man oh man i'm so excited about it though!!! :D
*My Art History class kicks major assiola! :P
*My English class is going to be one of the best classes this year because i get to be with my favorite person in the world.. even though he likes to mess with me, and slap me with his tail... lmao, one day... ;D
*Tainted Love is one of the best songs ever created.
*Hearing Tainted Love on full blast right after a SlipKnot song is hilariously funny lmao... especially when the driver is singing at the top of his lungs. LMAO man oh man... too much fun.
*Today was one of the best days i've had for a while. It felt good. Everything felt right. Everything just fell right in its place, like nothing has ever gone wrong. I'm not sure why, but i did a few things differently, and instead of feeling weird like i thought it would, it felt absolutely wonderful.
*Went shopping after my bestest friend took me home. Bought the cutest skirt in the world. I bought it with SOMEONE in mind because i KNOW he just LOVES those type of skirts LMAO. :D
*Also bought a baby blue shirt with the same person in mind. ;)
*I'm sorry for the comments i said today. You deserved a few of them, but i know i went over the top on a few, too. They made me feel better, but i'm sorry either way.
"When I fall in love it will be forever
Or I'll never fall in love
In a restless world like this is
Love has ended before it's begun
And too many moonlight kisses
Seem to cool in the warmth of the sun
When I give my heart it will be completely
Or I'll never give my heart
And the moment I can feel that you feel that way too
It's when I fall in love with you
And the moment I can feel that you feel that way too
It's when I fall in love with you"
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I cried on the phone while you were sleeping.
So yesterday started out as a great day. Certain things in the morning, during lunch, and after lunch happened that made the day that much sweeter.
But I should've remembered the pattern. Good day at school = Bad day at home and vice versa.
After school I was worried about someone. Then my family from Arizona came by for dinner. Got in a fight with my brother, and then my parents, mostly my dad. Jade called to confirm the news about Del Risco, which wasn't good news either, and some other things also happened (health wise). So every thing started piling up and finally at 1 in the morning a bomb drops on me.
It wasn't even the news that I found out, it was the realization of how stupid I've been lately.
I won't get into it, but I'd just like to say that it hurt. I shouldn't be mad, and i'm not... at least not anymore. Honestly, I shouldn't care about what you do. Sometimes I don't know why i still do.
What you told me really hurt me, but in some ways i'm glad you told me. I'm glad you turn to me, and tell me everything. I'm happy to be here for you. I mean, thats what friends are for, right? Maybe believing every word makes me naive, but for now i'll think of myself as a good friend who doesn't question you. By believing all that you tell me, it piles up. The good with the bad and i've come to the conclusion that i have to stop.
I promise you i'm not mad. I'm not blaming anything on anyone. The point of this is not to get you or anyone else mad, or anything like that. This is for me. The final stepping stone. Everytime i think i made a mistake, i'll just come back and read this and remember that i told myself i was going to stop.
"Only time will tell if it was time well spent"
Maybe it was all a waste of time, but i'd like to believe that everything happens for a reason.
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On a happier note, my fishie switched into my english class :) But he sits in a very bad seat. He's just close enough to annoy me in the middle of class. lol, but it should be fun. At least now i'll be sure that i can see him at least once. And i've decided that i LOVE my schedule and all my classes. After a week, i got the rhythm and i really like it. And i even found a way to see all three geckos in the same place. It's only for 5 mins, but it works. And i'll see Mike and Juan a bit more when we get into block scheduling. But for now i'll see Ralph too. (Gotta find a way to bother Ralph some more.) :P So anyways, Senior year is going to be amazing, and nothings going to ruin it.
Hart.
"I would take a Four Leaf Clover, and wish that we could start this all over." <+>
Even though this post has nothing to do with the person who wrote that quote, i think it strongly applies to how i'm feeling.
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Blegh.
The first day of school was awesome in some parts and horrible in others. It was great because i saw everyone :) thanks in part to juan lol. But i have the weirdest classes, some which i'm debating about changing, and i never see my fishie. not even for lunch
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But i had a little visit from Huby who walked me to my class so i wouldn't get lost. lol it was great to see him, as always.
Lets just say that by the end of the day, i was beat. Then something happened and i burst into tears in the car. It wasn't a pretty picture at all. And after everything, my fishie came to the rescue. He has the best timing. But anyways, he doesn't want to get eaten so he might switch out of one of his classes, and transfer into mine. And THAT my friends would be the highlight of the year... and an awesome birthday present. lmao just keeeding. :P
OH OH got my locker too. lord knows im going to need it tomorrow.
BY THE WAY! Thank you to everyone who made my birthday so unbelievably awesome. I had a blast. And only one thing could have made it better... but i got THAT the next day. My fishie came to visit the day after. He's too cute. But he was afraid of the broom... which i thought was even cuter. And then he got into a conversation with my dad about fishing and boats and who knows what else, so of course i had no idea what they were talking about. But still it was fun.
So anyways, thanks again to everybody. i love you all very very much.
hart. <3
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White Houses
by Vanessa Carlton
Crashed on the floor when I moved in
This little bunk alone with some strange new friends
Stay up too late, and I'm too thin
We promise each other it's til the end
Now we're spinning empty bottles
It's the five of us
With pretty eyed boys girls die to trust
I can't resist the day
No, I can't resist the day
Jenny screams out and it's no pose
'Cause when she dances she goes and goes
Beer through the nose on an inside joke
I'm so excited, I haven't spoken
And she's so pretty, and she's so sure
Maybe I'm more clever than a girl like her
The summer's all in bloom
The summer is ending soon
It's alright and it's nice not to be so alone
But I hold on to your secrets in white houses
Maybe I'm a little bit over my head
I come undone at the things he said
And he's so funny in his bright red shirt
We were all in love and we all got hurt
I sneak into his car's black leather seat
The smell of gasoline in the summer heat
Boy, we're going way too fast
It's all too sweet to last
It's alright
And I put myself in his hands
But I hold on to your secrets in white houses
Love, or something ignites in my veins
And I pray it never fades in white houses
My first time, hard to explain
Rush of blood, oh, and a little bit of pain
On a cloudy day, it's more common than you think
He's my first mistake
Maybe you were all faster than me
We gave each other up so easily
These silly little wounds will never mend
I feel so far from where I've been
So I go, and I will not be back here again
I'm gone as the day is fading on white houses
I lie, put my injuries all in the dust
In my heart is the five of us
In white houses
And you, maybe you'll remember me
What I gave is yours to keep
In white houses
In white houses
In white houses
Jade was right, the song is beautiful.
hart.
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cuzlibros: and so i peek over alexz fence
cuzlibros: and i see frank
cuzlibros: and i start whisperin to him
cuzlibros: and he starts lookin aroun
cuzlibros: he got spooked
cuzlibros: and he turns and starts talkin to this tree
cuzlibros: and i was dying
cuzlibros: i keep whisperin to him
cuzlibros: he was literally tellin the tree to shut up
lmao, anyways.
well apparently i have a date for homecoming and/or prom. lol But i might have to kick him out if he goes ahead with his planning.
No middle aged weirdos on the dance floor PLEASE.
I'm still confused about the gecko incident. but thats ok.. i hope.
cuzlibros: nex thing ya know ill be ridin cheetahz
oh brother... a gecko riding a cheetah... what is the world coming to?!
Anyways.. i'm on my way to getting healed from my little fishing incident. so thats good.
oh! yesterday was freshman orientation. I recognized a few. they went to south miami middle with my bro, and i recognize them from when i helped Del Risco like last year or the year before. well whatever, point is they look familiar.
Saw Ryan. LOOOOOOOOOVE his hair! lol i couldn't stop playing with it.
Gave Willy to his rightful owner. lol i missed my fishie so it was great seeing him. We went to eat dinner with Ryan. fun fun fun, and yummy of course lol. Took a drive to his gradmothers house to make sure she was ok. Got to meet Pipo, who thought i was Russian. lol he wouldn't stop asking me, but it was kool. he's a funny guy. Got to see baby pictures. lol TOOOOOOOOOO cute! lol and the bestest part!! Got to see the most beautifullest puppy in the world. He's sooooo cute. Poor puppy though... he was crying and wimpering because ::SOMEONE:: kicked him back into the room! :(
poor cute adorable little puppy. you shall be missed dearly.
Anyways, i still don't know what i'm doing for my bday. I don't want to stay home, but if this damn hurricane hits i have no choice.
oh well.. we'll see.
And hopefully i'll be healed by then. My lip, chin, knee, and elbows still hurt, and the sunburn isn't going anywhere.. but i'm still wishing for a miracle.
"I'm just hanging on while this ol' world keeps spinning, and its good to know that its out of my control. If there's one thing that i've learned from all this living, is that it wouldn't change a thing if i let go."
Just one more candle, and a trip aound the sun.
Only time will tell if it was time well spent.
It's good to know that its out of my control.
Just enjoy this ride on my trip around the sun.
<3
i can't wait for school to start! only a few more days and then everything will be back to normal.
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HaHAhaHAHAHhahahAHhahHAhahah!!!!!!!! for MY Penguin Meister! MUAH! I LOOOOOVE you! <3
ok thats enough.. now i'm bored.
Love You <3
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Lmao everyone else has written their thoughts of the day, so it's my turn i guess.
Well, plans changed a few times, but we made it to the grove. And it started raining. Juan, Jade, Peter and I tried to make a run for it, but that didn't work. We hid in a dugout, but then gave up and they played baseball/dodgeball with a beercan. Then we made a run for it and got soaked to the bone.
Ran around for a while, jumped in a puddle, watched Jade's shoe float around... all in a days work... until we found Peter and got him all wet lol.
Went to watch Harold and Kumar... incredibly pointless movie. but it was funny... in a weird way lol.
But we had fun, and i hope Peter had fun on his bday.
HAPPPPPPY BIRRRRRRRRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!! :D
Got home feeling way too cold, took a burning shower, put on sweatpants, and i'm still freezing.
Also made Juan take a shower. Damn gecko wants to get sick! :P
Nighty Nite
<3
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY PETER!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Well, i did it! I must've asked all of you for your opinion at least twice, and even though a good handful said i shouldn't, i think you'll like it. When you see me, you'll know what it is. Personally, i was scared at first, but it doesn't look half bad! I'm so excited. Hopefully this weekend will prove me right :)
Tuesday was an awesome day, i talked to Cesar who i haven't talked to in close to 2 years! i missed him so much so it was so unbelievably kool talking to him again. I got him out of class lol :P And his friend was finishing some project for him. It was pretty interesting. He's doing good, he sounds awesome, we're going iceskating one of these days. hehe lol :) i can't wait. i miss my big brother. i always told him everything and i'm glad to know he still cares about what his "lil sis" has to say. Ces has always been the big brother i never had, and i love him for always listening to my jibberish about the moon. <3 :D
i also spent most of that day talking to Juan. I found out a lot of interesting things, and i'm glad to hear he considers me such a good friend because he's the bestest gecko in the world. He's my main gecko, and the leader of the pack lol. But seriously, i was so happy to hear about all those mornings, and the "incidents" in 504. i really had no idea, but i think it's awesome that it was like that for both of us. :D
Yesterday, i went to work with my aunt. It was pretty interesting. (i've used that word too many times.) Got to wake up at 4 in the morning, got to make Fishie Sr. mad, had a nice 2 hour long talk with my aunt on our way to work (she lives by glades middle and works in Pompano), finally got to work, got a call from the Penguin Miester, feel asleep on her desk, read magazines, talked about Da Vinci Code with Mel which was the only reason i was there in the first place, went to lunch with Mel while my aunt went to the gym lol, had a very INTERESTING conversation with Mel, heard interesting stories, went back to the office and showed Mel all these tricks in Da Vinci Code, Mel showed me this really amazing website with all these puzzles and riddles like in the book, spent a good hour and a half on Mel's computer doing the riddles, (it was LOTS OF FUN you get so into it :D lol), then finally went home (another 2hr. drive), almost fell asleep in the car (again), got home, took a nap, woke up, realized what time it was, did what was mentioned earlier :D, watched Confessions of a Teenage Drama Queen, and fell asleep.
lol so that was my day, and it was fun, although it probably doesn't sound like it.
Today = resting time, figuring the 'details' for the party which some are a little too excited about, taking plenty of naps, and finding out about this weekend.
Yes or no?
let me know.
Love you :)
<3 Jen
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